Cream of sardines mushrooms... & the art of being humbled

There are humbling experiences in life. Seeing the Grand Canyon. Admitting life has gotten the best of us and asking for help. Witnessing true brilliance.

And then, there’s taking a toddler to the snow for the first time.

There’s parenthood, really. 

I apologize for being away from this space for the past week, and hope with all my heart it won’t happen again. Being back here feels a bit like coming home. And it’s good to be here.

After overbooking myself with a huge work project that chained me to my desk from morning to night, I was so excited to leave for 3 days of winter wonderland. Being a southern Californian for the past 15 years, cold weather has become this sort of romantic fantasy of snow angels, warm fires, hot cocoa, snowball fights and giggles on the slopes. And lovely hearty meals, of course.

I have shared before my struggles with expectations and perfect pictures in my head, and the challenges I face when those expectations and perfect pictures get confronted with reality.

So along with the lovely fires and cocoas and snow play and yummy cheesy potato dishes we did gratefully enjoy, there was a fair amount of backbreaking, sliding, snowing, chain-installing, frustrating (anyone has a tutorial on how to put snow gloves on a 21 months old who isn’t sure what his thumb is?) moments...

I’m sure I’m giving a good laugh to people in most of the world who are very familiar with kids in cold weather. Part of me was laughing at me too, as I was actually breaking into a sweat just putting Pablo in his snowsuit. And by the time I actually had him covered from head to toe and he could barely move, he was getting cranky and in no mood to try skiing. You get the idea...

Half-way through the weekend, I remembered the first day at the zoo.

When Pablo was probably about 8 months, I took him to the zoo for the first time. We were meeting a few other moms. I had planned everything just right, and was ready for that perfect photo in front of the elephants, and giggles at the monkeys. Long story short, a few long lines, missed meet-ups, naps and diaper changes later, we ended up seeing a couple of pink flamingos and a couple of parrots. And it was over.

Finding a way to be happy and thankful for that day, was hard. Letting go was hard.

And those couple of days in the mountains were an intense exercise in adapting to what the situation was throwing at me and making the best of it, keeping in mind what was important (i.e. having a nice time together as a family), while quickly mourning whatever expectations I didn’t even know I had. I guess it could be called rolling with the punches.

This is such an essential skill I am in the process of honing and which I have sorely lacked in the past. My 21 months old son is teaching me this. I am humbled by him too, every day.

So yes, parenthood is humbling, in so many ways. What have you found humbling in your life?

Now for a not-so-smooth segue, here’s a recipe for one of those nights you might need to roll with the punches.

We love canned sardines, they are healthy, delicious, easy. I introduced them to Pablo around 8 months. They make a nice finger food. And on those busy hectic nights, simply popping a can open can be a saving grace. I often serve them just plain with a vegetable and rice or quinoa. A few months ago, I had also shared a sardine eggplant brandade recipe which we always enjoy.

When in Francelast summer, I came across a small recipe book with nothing but recipes using canned sardines. I’m finally sharing this yummy and easy little recipe from it. Its presentation is playful for kids, they can even help spooning the stuffing in the mushroom "hats". And they make an awesome appetizer or lunch for grownups too. I hope you enjoy it.

Mushrooms stuffed with cream of sardines

Adapted from "Sardines en boîte, les 30 recettes cultes" by Garlone Bardel

Age for babies: 8-10 months

Prep time: 15 min

Cook time: 25 min

4 Portobello mushrooms (or 12 white mushrooms)

1 can of sardines in olive oil, drained and fork-mashed

A handful of chives, chopped

1/2 bunch of Italian parsley, chopped

1 cup of ricotta

1/4 cup parmesan cheese

Salt and pepper

Preheat the oven at 350°F.

Rinse the mushrooms in running water, dry them, cut the stems off. Set aside.

Chop the mushroom stems finely.

In a large bowl, mix the ricotta, parmesan, sardines, chopped mushroom stems, chives, parsley, salt and pepper to taste.

Spoon the mixture in the mushroom caps.

Place the mushroom caps on parchment paper on a baking sheet, and bake for 25 minutes.

Serve warm. We served it with a mâche pea shoots goat cheese salad.

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